So yeah....
That part where your heart gets broken. I met my partner on a night out. Yeah I know not the most romantic story but here you go. We were friends for around 8 years. Long story cut short we met up had sex and now I have a baby... I'm sure you all know where babies come from otherwise you wouldn't be on this page right now lol.
So going back to my previous post....
when a couple days went past I decided to ring him and tell him.
In fact when I called he said he was busy and said to text him so I had to tell him over text.
'I'm pregnant' - that was literally all I wrote and waited for a reply.
Within minutes he called me and said "Don't fu*k with me, you can't be"
Anyways after reminding him that it takes two to make a baby and I'm not Mary so my baby is deffo not Jesus but HIS baby instead
- he said he will come see me when he is done with work and we will talk about it.
Guess he had a long shift because he didn't turn up till 2 days later. Lol.
Anyways, so when he actually arrived he turned up with 3 pregnancy tests. Said I need to go do them now and he wants to watch me pee to make sure I'm not faking them.
I mean I'll be honest with you guys... The only time I ever cheated was on my french exam back when I was in year 11 at school and thats only because our teacher let us do it so that he can get higher results of passing.
Back to my story, so I told him there is no way he is watching me pee. It's not like he hasn't seen my bits but it was a bit too disrespectful if you ask me. I said he can stand outside the toilet and listen if he wants to be weird. Funny enough he wanted to be weird so he listened.
I did all 3 in one go and all came back positive. He sat down on the sofa rolled a massive joint and told me how he couldn't believe it.
He said he will be there for me and help me through everything but he said he just needs to think how this is going to happen. I mean he did say this when he was high but since he was always high I thought he knew the damage these words will do if he doesn't mean them.
I mean I get that. I also needed time. Not gonna lie I wanted him to say let's try make it work together I wanted him to say he won't leave us and he will support me all the way through. But something seemed as if he didn't want to promise it, because he didn't want to do it.
He left we said our goodbyes and I though I'll see him soon and figure out what we are going to do.
How wrong was I!!!
Not even a face to face conversation. Not even a phone call. Just a stupid text saying
" I can't be there for you. That child is not mine. So please leave me to live my life "
First I thought he was gonna call me and say his mates got onto his phone and wrote that or something. But no. He meant it. He knew the baby was his, but I guess it's just an easy option to say it isn't.
Days and nights I was crying. I thought no way, I can't possibly do this on my own. How will I get a house and how will I work and have this baby. I can't do it. How will I be able to cope mentally, emotionally and physically?
I was not ready for this. But little did I know this was just the start of the long, tiring, and really hard but how rewarding journey.
Find out how was my pregnancy in the next post.
And please comment your stories below...
How did you find out you was going to have to do this on your own? What were your emotions?
Love you
Nae x
That part where your heart gets broken. I met my partner on a night out. Yeah I know not the most romantic story but here you go. We were friends for around 8 years. Long story cut short we met up had sex and now I have a baby... I'm sure you all know where babies come from otherwise you wouldn't be on this page right now lol.
So going back to my previous post....
when a couple days went past I decided to ring him and tell him.
In fact when I called he said he was busy and said to text him so I had to tell him over text.
'I'm pregnant' - that was literally all I wrote and waited for a reply.
Within minutes he called me and said "Don't fu*k with me, you can't be"
Anyways after reminding him that it takes two to make a baby and I'm not Mary so my baby is deffo not Jesus but HIS baby instead
- he said he will come see me when he is done with work and we will talk about it.
Guess he had a long shift because he didn't turn up till 2 days later. Lol.
Anyways, so when he actually arrived he turned up with 3 pregnancy tests. Said I need to go do them now and he wants to watch me pee to make sure I'm not faking them.
I mean I'll be honest with you guys... The only time I ever cheated was on my french exam back when I was in year 11 at school and thats only because our teacher let us do it so that he can get higher results of passing.
Back to my story, so I told him there is no way he is watching me pee. It's not like he hasn't seen my bits but it was a bit too disrespectful if you ask me. I said he can stand outside the toilet and listen if he wants to be weird. Funny enough he wanted to be weird so he listened.
I did all 3 in one go and all came back positive. He sat down on the sofa rolled a massive joint and told me how he couldn't believe it.
He said he will be there for me and help me through everything but he said he just needs to think how this is going to happen. I mean he did say this when he was high but since he was always high I thought he knew the damage these words will do if he doesn't mean them.
I mean I get that. I also needed time. Not gonna lie I wanted him to say let's try make it work together I wanted him to say he won't leave us and he will support me all the way through. But something seemed as if he didn't want to promise it, because he didn't want to do it.
He left we said our goodbyes and I though I'll see him soon and figure out what we are going to do.
How wrong was I!!!
Not even a face to face conversation. Not even a phone call. Just a stupid text saying
" I can't be there for you. That child is not mine. So please leave me to live my life "
First I thought he was gonna call me and say his mates got onto his phone and wrote that or something. But no. He meant it. He knew the baby was his, but I guess it's just an easy option to say it isn't.
Days and nights I was crying. I thought no way, I can't possibly do this on my own. How will I get a house and how will I work and have this baby. I can't do it. How will I be able to cope mentally, emotionally and physically?
I was not ready for this. But little did I know this was just the start of the long, tiring, and really hard but how rewarding journey.
Find out how was my pregnancy in the next post.
And please comment your stories below...
How did you find out you was going to have to do this on your own? What were your emotions?
Love you
Nae x
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